I Want a Beard

So i have now gone a week without shaving and i feel pathetic by how far i have gone.  There is NOTHING i would like more in this life than to grow a nice thick beard, but all i got going for me is some nice patchy fur growing on my cheeks.  I'm contemplating going another week just to see how things turn out but I'm a little embarrassed to go out in public in my current state.  Especially cause i have work today.  We will see.

On a  side note, I'm a little frustrated with any guitar riff or lyrics I'm putting out right now.  I cant seem to be content with it.  It is strange, whenever i write a song that is in one way or another bringing glory to God, or something deep on my heart, i love how it turns out.  but anything secular just does not make the cut.  especially lyric wise cause i like some of my riffs.  Maybe its a sign that i should just play for God?  Maybe I'm just going crazy and suck at writing music.  Whatever it is I hope it stops.