It is 11:07 pm and i have been up since 5:30 am. I'm super tired right now but i wanted to write before i went to bed. My father and i went up to Big Bear today to go skiing. It was very fun. I have not gone skiing in probably a little over a year and I'm not going to lie, i did work. I totally kicked my dads butt all over the mountain. This just added to my tiredness.
So next weekend is the winter camp for the junior high and high school at kingsfield church. This is my first year going up as a leader for junior high. I am very excited, and at the same time a little bit nervous. Ever since i was in middle school i have wanted to be a leader when i was older. Now that the time has finally arrived i feel like i am so ill prepared! Who am i to lead a group of younglings in there walk with the lord? I don't have any extensive knowledge or any wise words to share. I keep praying that god will fill me with his spirit and teach me to be like him so that he can use me in whatever way he wants me to be used at camp. If nothing else i want god to use me as an example for the junior high students. An example of someone who has a real lasting relationship with the one true god and not just some act i put on. I remember when i was little and doing the whole Sunday school thing. I thought all the adults that taught us were the coolest. I wonder if anyone will think like that of me? I just pray that I can represent god through the way i live accurately bringing honor to him and i hope that in one way or another god uses me to affect a students life.
Another aspect of camp i am quite excited about is to get to know the different leaders from different churches. I think it is really cool how so many people from different churches know each other and are really tight. I would love if i could click with the other guys and make good relations with them so then on future occasions we will be able to look back on camp with good memories or continue to make memories if our friendships continue to grow.
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